The energetic charge was too strong at some moment. We were not capable of processing it. We darkened the event (suppressed it, fled from it, …), and with this we darkened part of our luminous being.
This dark part that we darkened then calls us to illuminate it again. It wants to be accepted again. It wants to be recognized again. It wants to be part of the whole. And everything indicates that it also tries through thoughts. So that we would hear it. So that we would discover it again.
The darkened part of us is connected to the moment in which it was created. It “creates” thoughts in us so that we would return to that “now”. So that the energy, which we weren’t able to let flow through the body at that time, or simply let it go and we stopped it, we let go now.