We find ourselves in a game that I call “You Must”. At the beginning it seems simple. But with time we realize that we have gotten stuck and no longer see a way out.
The game that I call “You Must” is a game of duality. From unity we descend into duality and get trapped in a karmic loop.
We get entangled in relationships when we nurture expectations of others that they cannot fulfill. We want to be respected, considered, admired. We want others to befriend us and not hurt us…
The game takes us on its own path. We have no control over it.
Life takes us into a new life and further into a vicious circle.
When we still knew how to open our heart and give love, we were wounded. We got caught in sexual games. We want love again, but we fear pain. Instead, we control others, we don’t allow anyone to be better than us. If something hurts us again, we take revenge.
We would like to return back. The heart would like to go home, but we no longer know the way back. We have lost ourselves in duality. We no longer know what unity is.